GOD WHY AM I SUCH A RECLUSE

ANYWAY hello livejournal what is up. haven't posted for over a month and a half -- i can't really decide if it's because i have nothing to say or too much to say WHICH DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE BUT BASICALLY I'VE JUST BEEN COMPLETELY OUT OF IT so have like fifty trillion bullets about my life and stuff.

- A BIT LATE BY NOW but i will probably make a post about holiday cards sometime soon. unfortunately i probably don't have the money this year to include all the little gifts i usually send BUT I CAN DRAW PICTURES OR MAKE YOU SOMETHING or send you a pokemon figure since i found a box of like twenty thousand of them in my room when i was packing for college.
- went to a rave last saturday and i think i might have permanent hearing damage, holy shit.
- POKEMON BLACK HAS A KANA ONLY OPTION WHY DID I NOT KNOW THIS
- bought civilization v and finished it twice in four days WHY
- also i've been buying so many steam games recently and i am NEVER GOING TO PLAY ANY OF THEM, FUCK. (PS ADD ME ON STEAM, i'm alphazieo!)
- last week i realized that the dresser that came with my room is the perfect height for a standing desk, so earlier today i moved all my stuff over and have been working in the closet for a few hours now. AS PREDICTED my feet are already in pain and my legs are really sore and restless but THAT IS SORT OF THE POINT maybe. i just realized that it'll make drawing with the tablet a bit harder, but IT'S NOT LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING ANYTHING ANYWAY /sigh. i did take some pictures of my drawing i stuff, though, so maybe i'll dump with that.
- went to the film department open house last night. watched some recent senior theses and chatted with my professor for about an hour and a half AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH THIS. it was the last thesis they showed and it is fucking amazing.
- I HAVE SO MANY MORE THINGS TO SAY but i'm just going to post this now otherwise i'll spend another week or two editing and adding more and why do i do this :|