DAY 04
more storyboarding. one page. completely stuck. i'll see if i can get anything when/before i go in tomorrow. do hours sitting in front of the computer trying to think of an idea count as hours worked? ideas are the hard part.

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i probably need to write more

have to get a blood test tomorrow and this is freaking me out. gore and death and blood and pain are 5862% ok but having a needle stuck in my arm just FREAKS ME OUT (specifically in the vein -- anywhere else is 935% fine, it's just the vein that bothers me). i mean hopefully having to deal with it will help me get over it, since i haven't had blood drawn in around eight years and it's probably just the traumatizing memory of TRYING TO JUMP OUT THE WINDOW AND BEING PINNED DOWN that doesn't really help. my mom also told me that when i was around four i had to get blood drawn but for some reason it wasn't coming out right so they had to get some kind of instrument to push/SCRAPE MY VEIN and yeah i am really not looking forward to this. were it not for the lasting consequences i'd almost rather cut off my hand and have them get my blood that way I WOULD BE CONSIDERABLY MORE COMFORTABLE WITH THAT.