cough's gotten better after i went to the doctor last week and found out i had allergies i didn't know about, though now i know i actually HAVE ALLERGIES BAWWW. now my eyes hurt, but that might not be related to allergies and might be related to spending too much time staring at a computer screen.

whatever the next convention i go to is, looks like i'll be cosplaying orihara izaya from durarara!! so far we have an EXTREMELY TENTATIVE lineup of namie, celty, either shizuo or shinra (was thinking ross for shizuo and andre for shinra, but sharon likes shizuo and andre would actually be willing to pose with me, so idk), erika, anri, and mika. at the moment it's all in the "hey that sounds like fun maybe" stage, and we don't even know WHICH con it'll be at (something east coast), but... a mikado/kida/seiji/case walker would be nice (hint, hint)!

AP TIME. i have basically given up on my ap art portfolio and have just been trying to find the smallest things possible to draw that fit my concentration. just a few more weeks and then it'll be senior options time! got the acceptance email today, so i should probably start thinking about my project more.

sounds like prom drama is starting up, or has it been going on for a while? idk I GUESS I WOULDN'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I'M GOING WITH REBECCA~~~*~*~*~*

so i decided to stay home from school today so i could sleep more and also finish all my homework which i didn't finish last night because i was feeling awful and not wanting to do anything, except now it is past 10:30 and i still have not done anything other than play with my roboraptor and eat meatballs.

sigh.

i don't know a thing about miyavi but it looks like i'll be going to the nyc concert in june with grace and devin, if anyone else is going or would like to go with us. amusingly it's at the same place as last year's vamps concert. ALSO VAMPS IS COMING BACK IN OCTOBER hnnnnnngh should i go

i really haven't been able to focus on anything lately, this is ridiculous. my brain just isn't functioning and i feel tired all the time and i just want to sleep forever aaaaaaaaa can't wait until aps are over, then it'll be senior options and i can stay at home and sleep and draw and sleep.

idk i'm just really tired

feels different from my usual laziness, maybe i SHOULD go see a doctor fffff

TO DO:
- ap art
- senior options essay
- senior options story brainstorming
- creative writing short story
- study for calc
- aria parts
- calc project ideas
- finish the alienist
- old art requests, art dump when aps are done

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF WELL IT LOOKS LIKE I ACCIDENTALLY LOST THAT WHOLE GIANT TL;DR KONAN POST I HAD BEEN TYPING UP FOR LIKE A MONTH so i'm not even going to bother with that anymore and just say i had a good time and stuff.

i think i got my once-a-year cough early this year. usually it pops up around october/november, though i suspect this is just an extra cough and i'll be getting the same thing again when october rolls around. i've been told that i sound like i have tuberculosis kzfhlxjkv

up to the fifth season of criminal minds, almost done catching up to the current episodes. IT'S BEEN LESS THAN A MONTH hyjkasdlfhsdjkf THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING WITH MY LIFE. but yes, this really is my perfect show, serial killers and blood and gore and all. whenever someone dies fantastically it makes me happy inside. hopefully i'll be all caught up by this week, and then i need to finish umineko, catch up to durarara, watch evangelion, mononoke, ef, lost, leverage, the mentalist, and like 200 movies.

also need to brainstorm ideas for my senior options project (drawing a short comic but i don't have a story idea yet) and my calc project (any interesting math topics i could make a presentation on?)

also need to start rushing on ap art pieces and maybe post that art dump i wanted to do and also mix samurai heart and record aria parts and i think i will make a to-do list tomorrow

i make myself sound extremely busy but i have actually been spending most of my time sleeping/playing minesweeper/organizing my music library

keiou gakuensai today -- didn't stay too long and didn't do much there, but i got to see ikki and jun again which was nice.